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1.
Into The Abyss 03:38
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I see home As a dot in the horizon Sea waves foam And the salt makes my eyes run Torpedoes Hit the last boat, the skies burn From every side they come God damned if the tide won't turn I can't rest Lullabies cannot soothe me Overhead Summer skies hang on loosely Playing with death One more time he just might choose me I threw everything away And curiously I gazed Into the abyss I've seen what I had to see While it was gazing in me I'm being all I can be Life's got it in for me I'm just rifle infantry Into the abyss I learned from all it could teach My grasp exceeded my reach Now I sleepwalk holding a piece Life's squeezing the joy from me Prefrontal lobotomy My feet hurt I can't stand being this useless Stomach churns Darkness dilates my pupils The tears run Like a tap that's been loosened Searching for love and hope Neck's kindof burned from rope I ask too much I'll never know what the truth is The past sucked Let me contemplate the future Giving a fuck Is nothing more than a nuisance Stupid indeed, but brave Furiously I gazed Into the abyss It gave me just what I need My cradle fell out the tree My instincts told me to flee I went where I had to go Right down the rabbit hole Into the abyss In chains when I should be free My spirit wants off the leash I'm sick of trying to please Life makes me want to die Wave every cunt goodbye
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Kill The Boy 02:25
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Something's soured in the night We must purge the rye and rice There's an outage for tonight Slowly snuff the pilot light Bring all the power you can find There are scoundrels taking sides A thousand cowards fled the fight In no towers shall they hide Torch them Smoke them out, shoot the stragglers Catch the spider in its web Whack the viper on the head then March them out to their parapets Line them up and point them out Strike with courage kill the doubt then Kill the boy Don't think, just snip the chord Give him a quick send off And throw his baggage on the pyre Kill the boy Go on and prick the boil Strike swift and twist the coil And watch the man rise from the fire Something's rotten in the broth We must upturn the whole damn pot Cut a bandage out some cloth Amputate above the clot Turn the water into wine Scrub the paint with turpentine Numb the pain with something white Stun your brain a couple times Tonight Hit them now while the lights are dim We'll outflank them in the dark Quickly shank ‘em in their backs then Slit their throats while the tide is in Throw the bodies to the waves Let the water wash away then
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Love Me 02:44
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For every ugly little act For every word that won't take back For every something there's a reason And a someone feeling bad For every day that falls to waste Let there be something in its place Let me know somewhere I can see There's fate that I can contemplate Oh How I’m nothing if not useless There’s a gulf inside I wander shoeless Every argument is fruitless Someone tell me why I must go through this Love me I'm your son Love me Just this once For all the love that don't take place For every clumsy, cold embrace For every blunder digs a crater The subconscious fills with hate For every foot that's out of step And every excuse that don't make sense For all the hurt that just won't mend That's catastrophic to the health Take me somewhere with no bruises Where there’s someone proud and no one stupid Some day I will do a good thing Maybe be the person that I should be
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Rabid Wolf 02:35
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I'm a loner, far from home My serotonin's running low I'm doped up to keep my hopes up So far I can't be consoled Been a' roaming past this nowhere Show me more than what there is Now my soul has been exposed I've started foaming at the lips Woah! Listen carefully please Stay away from me You don't want this disease You'd better still get tested I'm not quite myself And I may bite when stressed I'll list the side effects Have penicillin ready Where do you go When you're broken-hearted? Out on the boat Can't get the motor-started I've been alone Throughout this whole debacle Been diagnosed It seems this wolf is rabid Oh! I am prone to being no one Self-control is fucking shit I'm a crewman missing movement Go on, throw me in the brig Been a' floating in this ocean In which everyone has pissed Growing cold as I get older Letting go the more I drift Woah! Life's a mystery That I don’t wish to keep Seems I’ve lost the receipt But can I get store credit? Life’s a piece of shit And I can’t deal with it Me, I’m a realist Now give me something better Where do you go When you're broken-hearted? Out on the road Without a coat of armour Get on all fours When life’s excruciating Turn off the hose It seems this wolf fears H2O
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Superzero 03:22
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When they fill in my grave And the people walk away I don't want them to pray Just do not forget my name! When my coffin's been laid And the writing's been engraved I don't want to rot away I've got people still to save (save me) I want you passers-by To acknowledge I'm alive Call me down from the sky Be fantastic in your eyes I want to be the guy For whom, no obstacle's too high Has no teardrops in his eyes Takes bad fortune in his stride I want to fly But my heels just drag on the pavement I want to inspire Be admired and celebrated I'm Mr Hyde Because of these bad choices I'm making I want to be the doctor Not the abomination I cry But wait til nobody's near though I want to be a hero But I'm just plain superzero Ka-Blam! I'll never Be the man of the people I want to be a hero But I'm just plain superzero God damn! I try to live day to day Keep the cracker on the plate Try to fill up my brain With distractions from the pain Every slit in my mind Lets the darkness seep inside Tangled weeds creep up the vine Vultures eat me from inside out I want to live a life I don't have to cloak in lies What I've got will suffice Don't need pills to crack a smile I want to have a place That's not covered by the shade To have a strong identity That no words can chip away at Time robs me blind And I just crumple the pages I'm standing in line Though I have run out of patience I lost my pride My self esteem is still vacant Chances come my way But I don't know how to take them I cry Don't feel like showing the tears though I want to be a hero But I'm just plain superzero Ka-Blam! I try But they know I'm just a weirdo I want to be a hero But I'm just plain superzero Fuck that!
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Listen To Grandma 03:44
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The papers say The bombs are on their way The diplomats have failed If you've a rad-x then take it I close my eyes Before we're vaporised And all that's sacred dies And quickly haver my last goodbyes It's over I'm frozen How long before that final explosion? An army poster said "It's all ok" And that "The bad man's joking “Only trying to scare us" But Grandma told me "Time to say your prayers" "Pandora's box has opened" "Only God’s grace can save us now” So many ways I threw my time away And on my final day I'll watch what's mine disintegrate Bright tears light eyes I hear my mother cry I’ll see these people die My fears are keeping me silent I’m afraid and Unprepared and On this day we’ll all be ghosts in a wasteland The commander spoke and said "We’ll save the day“ "We’re going to guard our shores" "And in the battle we’ll prevail” But Grandma told me "Time to say your prayers" "Pandora's box has opened" "Only God’s grace can save us now” When the missiles launch And all the cities fall Those in their pretty vaults Will have to bury our corpses One minute war Is going to kill us all And then our little rock Will get so sick in the fallout I’m frightened I can’t hide it My life is going to end in the lightening We gather knowing this will be our grave And in this anxious moment We hold onto one last embrace For Grandma told me "Time to say your prayers" "Pandora's box has opened" "Only God’s grace can save us now”
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Sins And Needles 02:22
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Give me poison in my veins  Spray some toxins in my lungs  I need some ointment for the pain  Some soporific for my blood  Got the caps let's make the purchase  No I can't escape its clutches  I go round on makeshift crutches  Worship daily in its churches   I need that buzz  I need that release  I'll chase that rush  Until I'm deceased  Make me feel nice  I’ll have no regrets  I'll pay the price  Still be in your debt   I need that hit to just feel normal  Help me contemplate tomorrow  Chase away the day's real sorrow  Give a strong template to follow  This endless war shall have no victor  In hell the contraband flows quicker  I cleanse my thoughts with chems and liquor  My medicine just gets me sicker I need that buzz  I need that release  I'll chase that rush  Until I'm deceased  Just lift me up  ’Til both pillars collide  Don't lift this curse  Until I get high  Sins and needles   Waken me up  Then put me to sleep  Prescribe me a drug  To cure my disease   Sins and needles
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The Madness Parade 02:16
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I cast a net and fret that I will not be eating I’m not blessed with sense Everyone finds so easy Well I try to press ahead The water's freezing Been a better person Since I stopped believing Thank god I wish this fear was less frightening My best years weren’t behind me Wish my tears were inspiring Wish these feelings were silenced I wish this man was an island I’m trapped in an asylum This disease has gone viral Fire a mayday flare, cause I just don't know what tomorrow will hold But who knows some days I just can't seem to care I'm going to row 'til I've worn down the oars I don't want a place in the madness parade I don't expect to get the answers That I plead for In the end I'm sandwiched Between bad and evil Can't express the dissidence Inside myself I made a mess of everything To find the centre I did I hear a screaming inside me Like the screech of a siren My the demons are biting Can't mask feelings with violence My inner beast’s something phallic Don’t tell me not to panic Won a seat on Titanic Iceberg dead ahead!
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Getting Ghoulish 02:46
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Death didn’t come with bombs I’m turned to goo inside Tread in a muddy pond And I’m starting to lose my sight Flesh starts to crack and peel Veins an unhealthy grey Friends turn their backs on me Help! I’m watching myself decay Tell me what’s happening to me! I’m sick like a dog in the street Eyes glow And blood pressure’s low My whole head’s itching Eyeballs twitching Someone fix me I noticed today My nose is rotting away Looking foolish Bones are bending Someone mend me I’m growling my vowels And I’m sour in the bowels Getting ghoulish My skull is visible And both my cheeks have holes Life’s fucking miserable And I’m sporting a greenish glow I’ve just been cast aside Eyesore in savage lands Features like cattle hide And I smell like a garbage can Bit into tough Brahmin beef I chewed it and I spat out some teeth Got pale mouth And my hair’s falling out Hell I ain’t pretty Eyeballs twitching I need fixing The doctor I paid Turned and ran right away Couldn’t cure this My bones are bending I need mending I’m strong as a horse But I look like a corpse Getting ghoulish
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Ain't The Life 02:30
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The forest is ablaze again And I'm fanning the flames again I mimed the morning prayer today Three decades of the rosary The weather forecasts rain again The moon is in its wane again There's madness on my brain again No OTC shall mask this pain And my, what a lovely time I'm having How am I to pull a rabbit Out this hat? Chop a shelter with a blunt axe? Grapple in the dark Light a fire with a spent match? Being alive makes me sick Tie my foot to a brick I'm extremely convinced All my dreams turn to shit Prior deeds hold me still Milk I needlessly spilt This ain't the life I ordered Grit my teeth, hold my breath I can't cheat on this test I'm a 'B' student at best And in need of a rest I’m severely depressed And can't deal with this stress This ain't the life I ordered There's thunder on the way again And lightening near the hay again There's tension in the air today We're verging on a hurricane That vulture's stalking prey again I'm running round the maze again Obstruction's blocking play again Stuff’s rushing through my veins again I'd cry but I'd hate to waste the fluid All my crimes leave me in ruin Fuck the past Give me sea air hard to starboard People hold you back Leave those feelings in the harbour Being alive makes me sick Life is sucking a dick I'm extremely convinced All my dreams turn to shit Prior deeds hold me still Milk I needlessly spilt This ain't the life I ordered Grit my teeth, hold my breath I can't cheat on this test I'm a 'B' student at best And in need of a rest I’m extremely depressed Up to here with this stress This ain't the life I ordered

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released August 1, 2018

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Fight In The Wolf Glasgow, UK

I am a punk rock songwriter making homemade music on my computer with Garageband. All songs are free downloads!

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